I am having a difficult time seeing silver lining on the clouds today.
it seems like everyone is either upset with some decision I have mad or is expecting the world from me.
I JUST WANT A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP AND SOME RESPECT BITCH.
I have not been seeping well for a week or so now; aching and painful tossing and turning, deep bouts of sleep sweating, headaches and nausea... jesus you'd think I was pregnant.
My back has been in a state of FUCKYOUnes for daaaaaaays and daaaaaays. Need to get a new general physician and get this shit look at, because I am wearing thin on discomfort levels.
also: i need to get my ass in gear and work on some crafts. I have noticed I gt hella cranky and lackluster when I do not do something artsy with my days. I have not done crafts in almost two weeks! I am feeling the dredge of depression well up inside of me, and I've been doing a really good job of ignoring it and coping and dealing but I just want to get it out. GTFO DEPRESSION. Go somewhere else and be with your own kind for a bit. I'm tired of your bullshit.
eh, that is it for now. I'll get back into the swing of LJ posts again someday.